scared.

that feeling when u really confused, and too scared to think of what to do, or the truth. that feeling when u dont know who to trusts, because you're afraid of trusting the wrong ones again. that feeling when you know something and wanna ask,but too scared to even think/hear about the answer. too scared to know the truth, too afraid to know the answer, too confused to ask. too scared to know that ur change, ur not the same one again, u dont care bout me anymore, u even dont ask me what i feel. people change, but im scared, too scared to face it. but then i realize, people never stay in my life forever. but then i think im not strong enough to do realize it, to do it, to face it. can everything go back? go back to the old life, the time that u care bout me, we laugh together, cry together, share everything bout anything. can i feel it again? i guess i cant. im tired. tired of being wait, wait until u realize what i feel. what can i do now? even im to afraid to think about it.